| Friday, August 1st, 2008 |
| 2:18 pm |
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| Friday, March 2nd, 2007 |
| 10:19 pm |
this city is just too small and it feels like i will never escape this feeling. Current Music: kraftwerk |
| Thursday, December 7th, 2006 |
| 1:02 pm |
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| Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:30 pm |
It really seems like my luck couldn't get any worse at this point. I wouldn't be suprised though. |
| Sunday, September 24th, 2006 |
| 8:17 am |
my head is pounding a bit. im sorry for any of you that had to see/hear me cry last night. its not hard for me to cry when i am really drunk.... and i will be fine. i mostly feel confused about the whole thing, and then i think its my karma. but i mostly just feel confused. Current Mood:  tired |
| Friday, July 7th, 2006 |
| 12:23 pm |
Is it wrong that I want to be extreme and just cut this out of my life completely? I still don't know if I am ready. Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: Pink Floyd |
| Monday, July 3rd, 2006 |
| 3:51 pm |
Songs about leaving.
I sent him off for Chicago last night. We tried to keep it as pleasant as possible so that our last few hours would not be really sad. I slept for half of the day, which I needed. I cant help but wonder if my life will go back to how it was before. Its scary to think of what two weeks can do for you, so much can be filled so that you forget how empty you were before. I wasn't entirely able to see this until last night. I am jealous that he gets to start a new life and that I am still here. It is so nice to have someone that wants to be there for you. I really did miss having someone to go on dates with, recieve flowers from, be lazy with and comfort. The only times that I have cried in the last year have been alcohol induced, until now. Current Mood:  gloomyCurrent Music: KEXP in the background |
| Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 |
| 1:05 pm |
I am always in these situations, its my way. This feels pretty fucking great though. Too bad it has to end. Tara P.S. I totally miss Katie Powers. Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: (salon background) |
| Sunday, June 4th, 2006 |
| 12:35 pm |
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| Thursday, June 1st, 2006 |
| 10:56 am |
i am way too old to be drunk dialing people. i am so exhausted, i hope that new york can help me get back on track. i cant blame someone for having feelings that i relate to so well. i just wish that i could do something about mine. Current Mood:  nauseatedCurrent Music: Bjork |
| Sunday, March 26th, 2006 |
| 12:42 pm |
I am pretty sure now that this is over. Current Mood:  blank |
| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006 |
| 7:27 pm |
I wish I could stop myself from feeling.
I know it's a bit dramatic. But jesus I am smitten and I really shouldn't be. I wish I just could stop caring, something runs deeper though. You would think that if someone didn't have a job that they wouldn't be sitting around smoking pot, or trying to get pot. I just dont feel sorry for people that live that way. Now they can't pay rent and they wonder why. |
| Thursday, February 9th, 2006 |
| 12:17 am |
Now I remember why I do not want to commit to anyone and why I do not want to be in a relationship. Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: The Tear Garden |
| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 |
| 6:59 pm |
Happiness is a warm gun.
So maybe I made a fool out of myself. Maybe I didn't. I am definatley stepping out here. I don't remember the last time that I felt so nervous, my hands shake and it is hard to breathe. Here is to living life on the edge, I guess? |
| Monday, January 23rd, 2006 |
| 9:09 pm |
It's a crime to fall in love.
No I am not in love. I feel a mixture of anxiety, fear and depression right now. I haven't felt this way in a while. I wouldnt mind if it would pass so I could go on with my life. I really feel like my life is empty right now. I have these temporary moments where I feel differently. Current Mood: cynicalCurrent Music: Magnetic Fields (stuck in my head) |
| Tuesday, January 17th, 2006 |
| 8:42 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 |
| 8:48 pm |
I am missing project runway!
I just want to say that this has been the worst winter for my immune system ever. I have been really sick multiple times and here I am again. I had to leave work early which pisses me off. I couldn't go with Emma to the art show and now I am missing project runway.I feel like I have been taking all the precautions that I can. I drink Emergency packets every day, I drink a ton of tea, I bundle up for the bus rides to and from work. I swear that once I actually start to feel better for a few days it comes back again. I hate sitting around my house and not being able to go places and not having people over in fear of them catching what I have. Current Mood: sickCurrent Music: Sin City in the background |
| Thursday, January 5th, 2006 |
| 7:53 am |
IT's such a big mistake.
Last night I was totally restless. I have the hippys to blame for wandering my house all hours of the night. Now my stomach is acting up. I really don't want to go to work. I would also like my heart rate to go down. Current Mood: aggravated |
| Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 |
| 7:53 am |
What were you thinking!!
I am trying to not get overly anxious right now. YOU know what I am talking about. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. Current Mood: worried |
| Thursday, December 29th, 2005 |
| 11:43 pm |
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